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My Mom, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mom how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
because she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Mom how she is,
She'll say, "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?

Ask My Mom How She Is
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Mom how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well… Continue

Last night I dreamed that I was holding Caleb in my arms, saying my goodbyes. Then, he started breathing again. He cried for me. His cry was so cute. As I cradled him, his eyes opened and he looked at me. (In reality, I never got a chance to see his eyes because he was too young.) I remember thanking God for bringing my little boy back. I had no fear, just gratitude. Then, I woke up to a quiet house, an empty belly, and no baby. I have not been able to stop crying since I woke up. It looks like… Continue

I just came home from church and couldn't wait to post the comforting revelation. I hope this doesn't offend anyone.

My story: All of my friends and family know that I just lost my son. It took 5 years for the Lord to give us a child and I am so grateful for that. But because it took so long to conceive, I was so happy and very thankful to the Lord. During the entire pregnancy, I woke at 5am for morning prayer. Being a Christian, I felt like the first born is set apart as seen in the old testam… Continue

Though he slay me, yet will I trust him. Should we accept only good things from God and never anything bad? If so, then how will we know to trust in Him. Help me, Lord, to trust in you. Though You slay me, I trust you!