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Though he slay me, yet will I trust him. Should we accept only good things from God and never anything bad? If so, then how will we know to trust in Him. Help me, Lord, to trust in you. Though You slay me, I trust you!

I am so sick and tired of hearing "this too shall pass." I didn't just fail a test or have a season of financial misfortune or failure. I just lost my son. How can you say it will pass when after I shower, I can still smell him on me? How can you say it will pass when I look at the milk falling from my breast and know that it was meant to nourish him and help him grow but not even my body can heal him or bring him back? How can you say it will pass when you don't know the hell I went through in… Continue

As you all know, my husband and I just lost our firstborn son. A son, we weren't sure we could conceive after trying for 2 years. Before Caleb's death, we were told that either he would have to born or I would need surgery to prevent his birth until February. My faith was so strong that I was convinced that the Lord would protect the pregnancy. I slept well that night. I remembered laughing at TV shows, and having witty conversations with the hospital staff. I never once thought about the possib… Continue