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I USED TO HAVE TEAR DROPS,
NOW I HAVE TEARS THAT POUR
SILENTLY, INSIDE OF ME.
THEY DON’T drop ANYMORE

THEY WON’T COME
BUT THE PAIN IS NOT DONE
.......................It’s still here

I used to think it would wash away

The only one who can help me……………….. is Jesus…..Yahweh
I don’t know how to get out of this mess that I’ve made

I’m looking up….but the light, I don’t see
Its like Im grasping for a rope
That’s just beyond my reach
It’s dark here…..I need to be freed

I wonder what happens to unf… Continue

My tears won’t stop rolling
Maybe they’ll drown out the pain
They should wash away hurt
They should soak up the blame
All of my failures should drain
.............................. from my soul
Out of these two God given windows

My tears well up as the ocean at high tide
Unlike the ocean, they don’t subside

My vision gets blurred and I’m so full , I can’t see
My tears spill out like water in a cup filled beyond its capacity
In some ways I think that’s what tears be……..
An indication...........… Continue

There was a blind man in biblical days
They brought him to Jesus...touch him they say
Jesus led this blind one by the hand far away
In my mind I can imagine that day

The man must have wondered..."What in the world is going on?"
But he was being led by the Messiah, he couldn't go wrong
He couldn't see with his natural eyes
But his spiritual eyes were open....WIDE
He knew that wherever Jesus led would be fine

Jesus spat on his the man's eyes and asked "What do you see?"
The man replied "I see me… Continue

My heart racing, almost beating out of my chest
Sweat rolling like a rock down a steep hill
My mind caught in a whirlwind of thoughts

What to do next, where do I go, how do I get there, what shall I say, when shall I say it, to whom shall I speak
Anxiety lodged in my gut just out of reach
Fear is trying to paralyze me
To prevent me from reaching my destiny
This spirit is not God sent, you see
It’s a lie, a tactic, a snare from the enemy

Don’t move forward, scared to move back
To the right ther… Continue

The pain is still here today
Last night, when I closed my eyes, I hoped to be done with yesterday
It was supposed to be washed away
But, the pain is still here.....today

I thought I'd open my eyes and be free.....or at least feel free
and be changed completely
The truth is, I'm STILL me!
BUT, with one addition; The Spirit of the Most Holy

So, even if I don't change today like I thought I did yesterday,
I know that in him is the way
He said, If I just trust and obey
Soon, the pain will go astra… Continue